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Random Rambles

I am becoming obsessed with this man. He will not leave my mind. I want him to beat me bloody. I want him to commit dead dove acts upon me. I want this man to mutilate me. I want this man to need me.

Eat Me

To be loved is to be changed
To be loved is to be devoured
Take my fingers in your mouth
Take my soul in your heart.

Love Me

I just wanted you to fuck me, and then I became greedy, I wanted you to love me

Want Me

You want to fuck him I want to consume him I want to live inside his skin like a beast in the walls of his house I want to be his birth and his death and his beginning and his end and his undoing and his armageddon and his divine creator I want to eat him whole I want him to love me love me love me love me as the worshippers love the temple and as the temple loves the lamb and as the lamb loves the knife I want to be his vampire I want to be his life I want him to tear me apart I want to create worlds out of him and destroy them and destroy him and have him wake up in the morning next to me I want to call him pretty I want to brush his hair I want to crack him up I want to choke him I want to make him bleed I want to kiss the blood from his skin I want him buried deep inside the wound of my desire I want him to be my best friend I want him to loathe me I want to fight him to the death I want to be his favourite girl his favourite villain I want to be his worst fear I want my fingers in his mouth I want my mouth on his jugular I want to be the only thing inbetween him and death eternal I want my teeth in him I want I want I want I want.

Notice Me

You are the closest thing to God I have ever laid eyes on... Let me worship you and give you everything you want. I can give you everything you have ever needed. I willingly give up my everything just to kneel at your feet and serve you as you see fit. I Belong To You

Kill Me

But Jesus I'd swallow poison if it tasted like you.